New Daemonyx tracks for free listening at MySpace

June 29, 2008 at 8:48 pm (Daemonyx) (, , , , , , )

I recently uploaded two new songs from my solo music project Daemonyx to the MySpace page for free streaming listening via the provided player. The music is — variously — dark, dreamy, beautiful, melancholy, and hypnotic.

One track is titled “Dystopicana.” As this would indicate, the song is an exploration of classic dystopian themes of dehumanization and the decline of civilization. Longtime listeners will recognize this one as a revised version of a song that formerly went by a different title. What’s been revised are the sampled vocals, which consist of audio clips from the redoubtable Andre Gregory, experimental theater director and actor extraordinaire (see his performances in, e.g., The Last Temptation of Christ, Demolition Man, and of course My Dinner with Andre), describing modern Western life as a kind of robotized existence in which the masses live in a combined state of trancelike stupor and perpetual terrorized paranoia. I took great pains to pare down these clips from their previous elephantine lengths and run them through a series of audio filters that add interesting effects and layer them much more organically into the overall musical mix. Note the (not so) hidden point of the song in the final, haunting exhortation to “Escape before it’s too late.”

The other track is the third movement of a four-movement piece titled “Blood and Milk.” I don’t think I’ve ever made it available for public listening, or if I did, it was a year or more ago and only lasted for about a week. I composed “Blood and Milk” as a set of musical interludes to accompany a reading of Canadian horror writer Barry Wood’s effectively chilling and tragic little tale “Warm Milk.” The music of this third movement is delicate and minimalist in the extreme, consisting of lightly strummed nylon guitar, glockenspiel, flute, string section, and oboe, underlaid by an ominous, reverberant mix of cavelike synth rumblings. At a running time of just one minute, the piece is intended as a fleeting flash of darkly ethereal mood. Of course, you can decide for yourself whether it’s successful at that.

While you’re at the MySpace page, you can also listen to the other two tracks I’m currently offering there, “Daimonica” and “The Face of the Deep 1.” The first is a piece of vaguely creepy thumping electronica accompanied by a montage of audio samples from numerous movies that collectively create a message about a spiritually demonic or daimonic influence within a person’s soul. It has become a kind of signature song to those who know Daemonyx. The second is a hard rock instrumental that amounts to a musical and sonic exploration of the ultimate origin and end of the cosmos in the awesome dark depths of primeval chaos.

After all, remember what Ramsey Campbell has said about Daemonyx: “Daemonyx’s compositions conjure up visions of eerie strangeness and awesomely alien worlds that nothing can evoke better than music.”

And also what Thomas Ligotti has said: “There are many haunting and beautiful compositions that complement or completely make horror films — you know the ones — as well as appeal to listeners who are sensitive to the mystery and dread of life. In its debut album Curse of the Daimon, Daemonyx has offered us 14 works of such quality.”

I hope you enjoy these musical offerings. I also hope they encourage you to consider buying Daemonyx’s debut album, “Curse of the Daimon,” when it’s released later this summer. Speaking of which, watch this space in coming weeks for an announcement about the release date. There’s also an official Daemonyx website in the works. At Mo*Con III a few weeks ago I sold five-track sampler CDs to stoke interest, complete with Jason Van Hollander’s wonderful “alley demon” cover art that was created especially for this album. I still have some of these left at $5 each (via PayPal) if anybody wants one. Just send me a note at mgcardin at hughes dot net.

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Returning from Mo*Con III and resurrecting The Teeming Brain

June 19, 2008 at 5:59 am (Authors, Books, Daemonyx, Philosophy & Religion, Writing & Publishing) (, , , , , , , )

What’s that? I run a blog, you say? And blogs are things that you have to update? Oh, yes. I had forgotten all about that.

Yes, it’s true, I took an unannounced and unplanned month-long vacation from The Teeming Brain. I hope the suspense wasn’t too much for those of you who tune in regularly. The reasons for the hiatus are various. Among the most prominent are the advent of summer vacation from my teaching job, which led to an unplanned but much-needed period of semi-hibernation from my public appearances, even the virtual ones here at the blog; the imminent onset of some serious changes in my living situation; my assiduous pursuit of several writing jobs, an effort that is beginning to bear fruit; and the necessity for me to devote a great deal of time, attention, and energy this summer to finishing up work on “Curse of the Daimon,” the first album from my musical project Daemonyx, and also on the revisions (sometimes extensive) for Dark Awakenings, my forthcoming fat book of fiction and nonfiction dealing with religion and horror, to be published by Mythos Books late this year. I’ll be having a lot more to say about these topics in coming weeks.

Then there’s the fact that I have been doing a lot of traveling. Three weeks ago I journeyed down to San Angelo, Texas and environs on a three-day tour for reasons that will remain unspoken for the time being. Then a couple of weeks ago I spent three days attending the Missouri Annual Conference of the United Methodist Church in Springfield, where my video skills were put to use just like last year. Then, most recently — as in, last weekend — I journeyed to Indianapolis as one of the guests of honor for Mo*Con III, the third installment of a convention created by the original Sinister Minister himself, Maurice Broaddus, and devoted to exploring the intersecting issues of horror fiction and spirituality.

The Mo*Con experience was great. Other guests included Mark Rainey (”the legendary Mark Rainey,” as Maurice justly referred to him), Nick Mamatas, Kim Paffenroth, Bob Freeman, Lucy Snyder, and Chesya Burke. Plus a bunch of members of the Indiana Horror Writers were there. And Lucy’s husband, the inimitable Gary Braunbeck (one of whose books I browsed in the Springfield, MO airport before flying out on Friday), was present as well. And various members of The Dwelling Place, the groovy church-in-a-strip-mall building where Maurice serves as the “facilitator” (a minister by another name).

There was a party on Friday night involving chicken marsala, fettucine Alfredo, and a Celtic band named Mother Grove. On Saturday there was a panel on spirituality, moderated by me, followed by many varieties of chili for lunch. Then there was a panel about editing, composed of editors (including me) whom Maurice lovingly referred to as “those rat bastards who keep rejecting me,” since each of us had rejected his work in the past. Then there was a panel about issues of gender, followed by a late-night party with pizza at Maurice’s welcoming house in an Indianapolis neighborhood. On Sunday morning we all went to The Dwelling Place to attend the regular service, which had been retooled in honor of all the Mo*Conners being there. The centerpiece was a playing of the DVD of Brian Keene (”We all stand in the shadow of Keene,” Maurice said) talking about his personal spiritual journey as a writer at the first Mo*Con in 2006.

There was also much selling of books and other wares. I only found out this was going to happen shortly before the weekend arrived, so I got out the few copies of my Divinations of the Deep collection that were handy and also burned off some sampler CDs of 5 Daemonyx tracks, complete with Jason Van Hollander’s wonderful cover art. I ended up selling quite a few of these, which was gratifying. N.B., I’ll make some additional Daemonyx-related announcements here soon.

Here are images (kind of fuzzy, since I’m not good at converting PDFs to jpegs) of the flyers I handed out along with goods; click them to see the slightly bigger versions:

Daemonyx flyer

Dark Awakenings flyer

Beyond all this, there was something that has become known to insiders as the Mo*Con III.2 experience, wherein Nick Mamatas and I became refugees from an inclement weather situation that prevented flights from leaving the airport. We ended up crashing at Maurice’s house on Sunday night with his pleasant and patient wife, his two delightful kids, and a handful of other Mo*Conners. Weakling that I am, I became the only one to finally abandon the party and steal a few brief hours of sleep before the early-morning flight. Given the far-ranging nature of the conversations and debates that had taken place up until then, I can only imagine what all was talked about in the wee hours of the morning while I was zonked out.

And this was all after I missed my Friday morning flight to Indianapolis because Mapquest took me to a non-existent airport. (Yes, I had been to the Springfield-Branson airport umpteen times in the past. The Mapquest route just looked like it might be more efficient. Stupid me.)

There are other reports about the con that are worth reading. You can read Mark’s. You can read Maurice’s (complete with photos). You can read Bob’s. You can read Nick’s brief comments about his and my flight delays. Good stuff, all.

So now it’s back to the real world, including The Teeming Brain, which will be significantly more active for the rest of the summer. Hope you’re all having a good one. Gas prices getting you down? Or food inflation? More gathering economic doom? Weather weirdness? Never fear. It will only get more interesting.

In the meantime, I’ve got some creative pursuits to — er — pursue. Watch this space for ongoing news about Daemonyx, Dark Awakenings, and other stuff. We may be living in the proverbial Interesting Times of the Chinese curse, but there’s no reason why that should have any other effect than to make artistic pursuits even more engaging and passionate.

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Album art for Daemonyx’s “Curse of the Daimon”

March 28, 2007 at 4:18 pm (Daemonyx, Music)

At long last, I’m proud to present the cover art for the first album from my musical project Daemonyx. It was created by my friend Jason Van Hollander, whose artwork is very familiar to many of my horror-and-fantasy-oriented friends. The article on him at WikiPedia is nicely informative:

Jason Van Hollander is an award-winning illustrator, book designer and occasional author. His stories and collaborations with Darrell Schweitzer earned a World Fantasy Award nomination. Van Hollander’s fiction and nonfiction have appeared in Weird Tales, Interzone, Fantasy & Science Fiction magazine, The New York Review of Science Fiction and other publications. Van Hollander’s morbid and grotesque artwork adorns dust jackets of books published by Arkham House, Golden Gryphon Press, Subterranean Press, Tor Books, Night Shade Books and Ash-Tree Press. He has illustrated books and stories by Thomas Ligotti, Gregory Frost, John Clute, Gerald Kersh, Fritz Leiber, Matthew Hughes, Ramsey Campbell, William Hope Hodgson, Clark Ashton Smith and Matt Cardin. Van Hollander was nominated twice for the International Horror Guild Award before winning in 2003. He has won two World Fantasy Awards (2000, 2004). In 2005 Van Hollander received a second award recommendation from The British Fantasy Society.”

Here’s what he’s done for Daemonyx:

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You can visit his website at www.jasonvanhollander.com to see more of his work. I recommend it.

In further news, the songs that will comprise “Curse of the Daimon” are finally mixed and finished. The album will contain 15 tracks running to a total length of about 55 minutes of music. I’m on the verge of having the tracks mastered. Then it’ll be time to get the CDs pressed. I’ll also make digital files available for download somewhere or other. After more than two years of playing, recording, self-divining, mixing, and obsessing, “Curse of the Daimon” is now an imminent reality. As always, you can visit the MySpace page for the project at www.myspace.com/daemonyx, where you can listen to sample tracks and read enthusiastic blurbs about the music from Ramsey Campbell, Thomas Ligotti, Brian Hodge, Tim Lebbon, and Mark Samuels.

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The Daemon is someone inside you

December 5, 2006 at 2:23 pm (Authors, Books, Daemonyx, Movies, Music, Philosophy & Religion, Society & Culture)

Apologies for my failure yesterday to make my regular Monday blog post. I really have no excuse, especially since I was off work yesterday due to last week’s winter storm that has resulted in several days of school cancellations. Today we’re in our fourth day of this unexpected vacation, with a return to work tomorrow looking mighty doubtful given the dreadful ice-packed conditions of all the rural back road around here. I devoted yesterday to working on some writing and musical projects, so at least I was productive after a fashion. But alas, I let the blog slide.

Today I realized that I’ve let something else slide here at The Teeming Brain: I never announced the winner of the fourth Daemonyx contest! I announced the contest way back on October 23rd, almost a month and a half ago, as part of my ongoing attempt to spread the word about Daemonyx (my musical project whose first album will be released next year). My apologies go out to Cody, who won by correctly identifying the source of the sound clip that appears multiple times in my/Daemonyx’s songs “The Gates of Deep Darkness” and “Daimonica.” For his prize Cody chose a hardcover copy of the horror anthology The HWA Presents: Museum of Horrors. I’m sure he’ll enjoy it, since there are some fine stories by some fine authors in there. Congratulations, Cody!

The sound clip, incidentally, consists of a man’s voice asking, “Is there someone inside you?” Cody correct identified it as coming from the film version of The Exorcist, where it is spoken by the psychiatrist (played by Arthur Storch) who hypnotizes Regan in an attempt to get at the source of her bizarre behavior. She answers “Yes” to his question, after which the psychiatrist announces that he is now speaking to the person inside of her. As we all remember, frightful chaos ensues.

My fascination with the theme of possession, inner presences, and that kind of thing won’t be new to readers of The Teeming Brain. The idea of a demonic, or rather a daemonic, or rather a daimonic influence evidencing itself in a person’s psyche has become a kind of philosophical/psychological/artistic/spiritual/religious lodestone to me over the past several years. It gets at the foundations of everything that has always fascinated me about the questions and issues surrounding art, creativity, inspiration, religious authority, God, the Devil, good, evil, spiritual transcendence, human subjectivity, psychosis, dreams, nightmares, mythology, and more. As I’ve mentioned in the past (e.g. in my post titled “Daemonyx: What’s in a name?“), the same idea stands at the center of my musical and literary pursuits.

At one or two points in the history of this blog, I’ve offered excerpts from my essay “The Angel and the Demon,” which will appear in Icons of Horror and the Supernatural: An Encyclopedia of Our Worst Nightmares, a two-volume reference work from Greenwood Publishing Group that’s scheduled for publication on the 30th of this month. I thought it quite fortuitous, given my intense personal fascination with the subject, that this specific topic fell to me when the essays were being assigned. A couple of posts ago I talked about the upsurge of religious-themed horror that I see taking shape in contemporary popular culture. As all culturally informed readers know, this is hardly the first time such a thing has happened. It famously happened once before, in the 1970s, when The Exorcist became a phenomenon, first as a book and then a movie, that swept across the American and Western cultural landscape. We should remember, especially in present circumstances, that Blatty’s famous novel was one of the key elements in the birth of “horror” as a modern publishing category. Right from the start, then, religion was central to this whole enterprise.

Surely you guessed a paragraph ago (didn’t you?) that I was going to quote once again from my Angel and Demon essay. Here’s a goodly chunk of its introduction, excerpted from the extended or complete version, which will only appear in a scaled-down fashion in the Greenwood book. The introduction discusses America’s cultural fascination with the iconic Angel and Demon, both of whom are aspects of the “someone inside you” that inhabits us all. As frequently happens when I really throw myself into nonfiction projects, I found all of my research playing right into the topics that fascinate me most as a human being.

FROM “THE ANGEL AND THE DEMON”

by Matt Cardin

I. Introduction: the prevalence of the Angel and the Demon

Even a cursory survey of the supernatural horror genre reveals the important role that the angel and the demon have played in it. From texts such as Dante’s Divine Comedy (written 1308-1321) and John Milton’s Paradise Lost (1667), which straddle the boundary between religious devotional literature and outright fiction, to fictional works such as Matthew Lewis’s The Monk (1796) and William Peter Blatty’s The Exorcist (1971), the demon has provided ongoing fodder for creators of supernatural horror. As for the angel, while it has most often served as a mere foil for the demon, and has often been left entirely unmentioned in favor of focusing exclusively on demonic horrors, it has still made its presence known. Paradise Lost, for example, begins with a dramatic narration of the fall of Lucifer and his fellow angels from heaven and their subsequent transformation or transition into demons. More recently, the Prophecy series of horror movies from the 1990s and early 2000s has flouted modern Western conventions by abandoning the cute, cozy angels of Victorian art and the greeting card industry, and returning to a more ancient and traditional portrayal of angels as powerful, terrifying beings.

Nor are these figures influential merely within the confines of the supernatural horror as such. In 1973 the cinematic adaptation of The Exorcist became a sensation among audiences and was subsequently recognized as the first true “blockbuster,” predating the likes of Jaws and Star Wars. It was nominated for ten Academy Awards, including Best Picture and Best Director, and won two of them. Its earnings made it one of the top grossing films at the U.S. box office that year, and in the decades since, it has steadily remained in and around the top ten highest grossing films of all time both domestically and internationally. Upon its first release it ignited a national conversation about theological matters within the United States, just as its author (Blatty, who penned the screenplay from his own novel) had hoped it would do, and spurred many fear-based conversions and reconversions to Christianity.

Angels have shared a similar widespread influence. Director Frank Capra’s It’s a Wonderful Life, which begins and ends with angels, received only a middling response from audiences and critics when it was first released in 1946 (although it was nominated for five Academy Awards). Then in 1974 a copyright lapse due to a clerical error placed the film in the public domain. When television stations around the country began to take advantage of the opportunity to run the film free of royalty charges, a new generation of viewers rediscovered and fell in love with it, thus transforming it into a widely beloved “holiday classic,” and thus rendering the supporting character of Clarence the most famous cinematic angel of them all.

Over the course of subsequent decades, angels became the subject of a bona fide national obsession in the U.S. A slew of television programs (Highway to Heaven, Touched by an Angel), movies (Angels in the Outfield, City of Angels), and best-selling books (A Book of Angels, Ask Your Angels, Where Angels Walk) arose to cater to a rising fascination with the idea of winged heavenly guardians and messengers. In 1994 the NBC television network aired a two-hour primetime special titled Angels: The Mysterious Messengers, and PBS ran a well-received documentary titled In Search of Angels. A 1993 Time magazine cover story about the angel craze included a survey indicating that 69 percent of Americans claimed to believe in angels, while nearly half believed they were attended by a personal guardian angel. Newsweek, which ran its own angel-themed cover story the very same week the Time issue appeared, reported that the angel craze appeared to be rooted in a very real spiritual craving: “It may be kitsch, but there’s more to the current angel obsession than the Hallmarking of America. Like the search for extraterrestrials, the belief in angels implies that we are not alone in the universe—that someone up there likes me” (quoted in Nickell, 152-3).

Not incidentally, this sentiment closely echoed Blatty’s expressed motivation for writing The Exorcist. As he has explained in numerous interviews and also in his 2001 memoir If There Were Demons, Then Perhaps There Were Angels: William Peter Blatty’s Story of the Exorcist, when he was a junior at the Jesuitical Georgetown University in 1949 he encountered a Washington Post story about a fourteen-year-old boy in Mount Rainier, Maryland who had undergone an exorcism under the official sanction of the church. Blatty had long been concerned about the spiritual direction of modern Western society—The Exorcist, let it be noted, was published in the immediate wake of the 1960s’ “death of God” movement—and in the account of this boy and his apparent demonic affliction, Blatty thought he could discern “tangible evidence of transcendence.” Two decades later he fictionalized the story in his famous novel. But it was a fiction with a serious existential purpose; as he later explained, in his view the reality of demons served as a kind of apologetic proof for the existence of God: “If there were demons, there were angels and probably a God and a life everlasting” (quoted in Whitehead). In 1999, at a time when movies such as The Sixth Sense, Stir of Echoes, The Blair Witch Project, and Stigmata were flooding movie theatres and video rental stores, he invoked a version of the same idea to account for the resurgent popularity of supernatural thrillers: “One of the prime allures of the supernatural thriller is that there is a world of spirit and that death doesn’t mean our final destiny is oblivion” (Bonin).

In the early 1970s it seemed that the Roman Catholic Church, or at least the Pope, agreed with at least the first half of Blatty’s demon-angel apologetic. In November of 1972, Pope Paul VI delivered an address to a General Audience in which he expressed his concern over what he viewed as demonic influences at work in the world: “Evil is not merely an absence of something but an active force, a living, spiritual being that is perverted and that perverts others. It is a terrible reality, mysterious and frightening. . . . Many passages in the Gospel show us that we are dealing not just with one Devil, but with many” (Pope Paul VI). These statements ignited a debate both inside and outside the church and embarrassed many priests whose outlook was more in tune with the secularistic, demythologized tenor of the time than with what they viewed as the mythological belief system of pre-Enlightenment Christianity. But the international phenomenon that was The Exorcist demonstrated that the Roman pontiff obviously spoke not only for himself but also for an enormous public that either believed as he did or, at the very least, suspected or wanted to believe in the existence of a transcendent spiritual reality. The fact that the pope’s remarks were bookended, temporally speaking, by the 1971 publication of Blatty’s novel and the 1973 release of the movie makes it difficult to avoid speculating that all three statements—the novel, the movie, and Paul VI’s speech—were expressions of a burgeoning cultural phenomenon.

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Daemonyx contest #4 — win free DVDs & books!

October 23, 2006 at 1:34 pm (Daemonyx, General Comments, Music)

I’ve decided to hold another contest to promote my musical project Daemonyx. As always, the contest involves your visiting Daemonyx at MySpace in order to listen to some music and answer a question about it. Also as always, the prizes include DVDs and books (well, a single book this time) with a horror slant.

Visit the contest page to read the rules and start playing!

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Daemonyx news: Upcoming interview with Heathen Harvest

September 18, 2006 at 4:56 pm (Daemonyx, Music)

It has come about that I’m going to be interviewed sometime soon by Heathen Harvest, an online magazine whose tagline says it all: “Illuminating the post-industrial underground.”  They feature news, reviews, concert reports, and interviews with such bands as Coil, Sol Invictus, and many others of the same ilk.  One of the editors contacted me to request the interview after discovering my musical project Daemonyx through its MySpace page.  I will of course provide a link here when the interview is published.

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My invasion of MySpace, plus an mp3 disc offer

September 8, 2006 at 1:31 pm (Authors, Daemonyx, Music)

Two or three months ago I created a couple of MySpace accounts. One of them is intended to give a visible face to my musical project Daemonyx. Its address is www.myspace.com/daemonyx. Obviously, if you’ve been reading my posts here at The Teeming Brain then you’re already aware of this one’s existence, since it’s the page where I’ve directed people for purposes of winning prizes by listening to Daemonyx’s music. Just a couple of days ago I beefed up the page with all of the blurbs Daemonyx has received to date from prominent figures in the horror and fantasy communities. Several of these will be familiar to readers of The Teeming Brain, since I posted them here awhile back, but one of them — a super quote from Brian Hodge, before whom I bow in awe for both his literary and musical productions — is brand new. So head on over there if you want to check it out. Also remember that from time to time I’ll be rotating the songs that are available in the music player.

The other MySpace account I created over the summer is a personal one. That is, I created it for my Matt Cardin persona. (And does that sound at all whacked out to refer to my regular identity as a “persona”? If so, then you haven’t been studying your Jung.) I believe this is the first time I’ve mentioned it here. You’ll find it at www.myspace.com/mattcardin. It features a bit of information about me and my writing, along with some cover images from some of the books in which my work has been or will soon be published. It also features a collection of some of the best blurbs and reviews I’ve received for my writing, from the likes of Thomas Ligotti, Brian McNaughton, John Pelan, Cemetery Dance, and several others. So I encourage you to visit it.

Permanent links for both MySpace pages can be found on the sidebar here at The Teeming Brain, under the heading “pages I visit.”

On a related note, just last Sunday I read an AP news story about MySpace’s plan to beef up their services for bands and musicians by allowing artists to sell mp3 downloads through the site. I had really been wondering about doing something like this anyway with Daemonyx’s music, since I’ve been reading up for several months on the revolutionary music sales model created by the fine folks at Magnatune and have been thinking that it sounds like a brilliant way to go. So I may well avail myself of this when it becomes a reality. And of course I’ll let you know about it here at my blog.

Finally, I’ve been thinking of offering mp3 discs for sale. As in, right now, several months before Daemonyx’s debut album Curse of the Daimon will become a reality. I’ve been thinking I might charge $3.00 plus postage (at the cheap Media Mail rate) for an mp3 disc containing my home-mastered mixes of most or all of the songs that will be featured on the album. I would then count those $3.00 towards the purchase of the official album itself, which will of course be professionally mastered, and which will feature cover art by Jason Van Hollander and extensive liner notes by yours truly. Would this interest any of you? Maybe in a collectors’ kind of way? Not only the mastering but also some of the mixing on the mp3 disc will differ from what will eventually be released on the final version. And maybe I’ll throw in another bonus as well, perhaps an excerpt from my currently unpublished personal journal There Is No Grand Scheme (portions of which appear in the 2006 anthology In Pieces: An Anthology of Fragmentary Writing). If you’re at all interested in acquiring such a disc, please let me know either by commenting on this post or emailing me at mgcardin@hughes.net, so that I can know whether it’s worth the effort of working out the details.

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Daemonyx contest #3 — We have a winner!

August 30, 2006 at 12:34 pm (Daemonyx, Music)

And it’s Trevor Zajac, who came in a close second in the first Daemonyx contest. This time he managed to beat out the competition by sending me the correct answer within just a few minutes of my posting the contest announcement. The challenge was to listen to the song “Daimonica” at Daemonyx’s MySpace page and identify the source of the movie sound clip that occupies a 45 second chunk of the central section. Trevor correctly identified the movie as Network, the character as Howard Beale, and the actor as Peter Finch. For his prize he has chosen a trade paperback copy of editor David G. Hartwell’s anthology Foundations of Fear. Nice going, Trevor!

As for the song I centered the contest around, in “Daimonica” I try to convey in musical form the sense of daimonic obsessiveness that has overcome me with increasing intensity as I have grown older. Especially in the past decade, I have come to feel more and more vividly that I live in the grip of a driving force that determines the fundamental tenor of my thoughts, emotions, outlook, and actions. Maybe it hasn’t really grown stronger with time. Maybe it’s just that I’ve grown progressively more self-aware and am therefore more cognizant of it. But whatever the truth of it, it’s an inescapable subjective reality that has emerged from and dovetailed with my longtime interests in philosophy, religion, and supernatural horror. The initial inspiration for “Daimonica” came to me over 18 months ago when I was noodling around on a Yamaha digital piano with arpeggiated chords and began to mentally synchronize various lines of movie dialogue with the music. It all happened rather spontaneously. The mental movie clips all dealt with issues of obsession, possession, and mystical rapture. The music represented an emotional mixture of coolness and dread and a stylistic mixture of goth and electronica. I soon realized I had a workable project on my hands.

I ended up devoting three months of my life to the song, plus an additional couple of weeks this past summer when I returned to revise, rerecord, and remix significant portions of it. In case you’re wondering, the dialogue clips that saturate “Daimonica” come from The Exorcist, Frailty, Zardzoz, Network, Mr. Frost, Invasion of the Body Snatchers (1978), and an unknown movie featuring Christopher Lee (I found the sound clip on line with no mention of its origin). Taken together, I think all of these clips add up to an obscure but definite statement. I’ve reprinted them below for your reading pleasure. Make of them what you will.

And congratulations again to Trevor.

Oh — and before I finish this post, I’ll mention that it looks like I’m going to be interviewed at some point in the near future by the editor of a popular website devoted to ambient, experimental, gothic, and related types of music. I’ll provide more details when it becomes a reality.

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The “lyrics” to “Daimonica” by Daemonyx:

Is there someone inside you?
Is there someone inside you?
There are demons among us
There are demons among us
I am the puppet master

Demons

It is not a breakdown
I’ve never felt more orderly in my life
A shocking eruption of great electrical energy
Demons
I want, I must

I am imbued with some special spirit
It’s not a religious feeling at all
It’s a shocking eruption of great electrical energy
I feel vivid and flashing as if suddenly
I’d been plugged into some great electromagnetic field
Into some great, unseen, living force
What I think the Hindus call prana
It is a shattering a beautiful sensation
It is the exalted flow of the spacetime continuum
Save that it is spaceless and timeless and
Of such loveliness
I feel on the verge of some great ultimate truth

A shocking eruption of great electrical
Demons
The power of darkness is more than just a superstition
It’s a big conspiracy
It is a living force

Is there someone inside you?
Demons are taking over the world
It is not a breakdown

I am the puppet master
Electrical energy
The power of darkness
It’s a big conspiracy
I manipulate many of the characters and events you will see

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Daemonyx Contest #3 — free DVDs & books

August 28, 2006 at 1:09 pm (Daemonyx, Music)

Yes, it’s that time once again. The hour has rolled around when I encourage people — including you — to listen to the work of my personal musical project, Daemonyx, by bribing you with free stuff. At stake this time are two DVDs and two excellent horror anthologies. Visit the contest page for details about how to play.

On an entirely unrelated note, and by way of previewing future blog entries, I can tell you that next week I hope to post an interview I recently conducted with British horror writer Mark Samuels, whose star has been rising precipitously for several years now. So stick around!

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Thomas Ligotti’s “Vastarien”: musings and music

August 12, 2006 at 10:07 pm (Authors, Books, Daemonyx)

Like most other creative artists, my thematic interests tend to remain constant across various boundaries. A current case in point is a new song that I’ve posted to Daemonyx’s MySpace page. The title is “The Streets of Vastarien,” which readers of Thomas Ligotti’s work will immediately recognize as a reference to his short story “Vastarien.” For quite some time I’ve wanted to make some music that plays upon the themes, ideas, and emotions embedded in this story, and as strange as it may sound, my essay “The Masters’ Eyes Shining with Secrets: H.P. Lovecraft and His Influence on Thomas Ligotti,” which I wrote from December 2004 to March 2005, represented the initial outburst of this selfsame creative impulse.

“Vastarien” is the final story in Tom’s debut collection Songs of a Dead Dreamer. It tells of a man, Victor Keirion, who is possessed by an increasingly desperate longing to escape into a world of perfect unreality. In the words of the story itself, Victor Keirion “belonged to that wretched sect of souls who believe that the only value of this world lies in its power—at certain times—to suggest another world.” This longing is bound up with his discovery of a book titled Vastarien, which gives him a name by which to call his perfect dreamworld, and which describes in exquisite detail the “order of the unreal” that he has always imagined. And more than that, the book actually embodies this mystical otherworld. Somehow, in some unaccountable fashion, Vastarien has been searching for its perfect reader in the form of a person who will recognize it as the incarnation of his or her most secret desire. When the book comes together with Victor Keirion amidst the high cluttered shelves of a strange bookshop, a darkly miraculous circle is completed.

The story is a true tour de force that accomplishes not just one but two amazing feats. First, it provides one of the most piercing descriptions I have ever read of what the German Romantics called sehnsucht, a kind of spiritual craving for an elusive fulfillment in an experience of absolute beauty. The word refers to a longing for a knowledge and an emotional experience that hovers tantalizingly on the horizon of one’s ability to see and articulate. In Ligotti’s astonishingly vivid description of Vastarien, and of Victor Keirion’s longing for it, he has evoked this longing with rare precision and power.

Second, the story describes the particular phenomenon of literary longing as effectively as anything I’ve ever read. Although this isn’t ultimately separate from the more fundamental longing described above, it still constitutes its own distinctive experience since book hunger is an emotion known only to a certain subset of people. Many sensitive souls know of sehnsucht, but the particulars that tend to evoke it vary from person to person. Some experience it primarily while listening to music, others while looking at paintings or sculptures, others while contemplating the natural world. And then there are those who find their most powerful experiences of this infinite longing arising in connection with books. For reasons unknown, some people seem to be cognitively and emotionally configured in such a way that those flickering hints of infinite fulfillment come to them most strongly through the medium of the printed word. A lifetime lived with this experience cropping up again and again, always hinting at an unattainable bliss that exists in connection with books, may well engender a kind of imaginative belief—perhaps conscious but more often subconscious and unarticulated—in an unattainable sphere of perfection that exists on the other side of words, in “book world.” In “Vastarien” Tom has given us what amounts to a poetic phenomenology of this ethereal suspicion, and I suspect that this very focus, which in various forms and shadings seeps into many of his other stories as well, is what leads some readers say that Songs of a Dead Dreamer seems like their own private Vastarien, their own most personal book, in which they encounter their private dreams miraculously mirrored back at them.

This particular spectrum of thoughts and emotions has commanded my attention for a very long time. Some of my earliest experiences of it were bound up with my reading of Lovecraft, who wrote frequently in his letters and stories about his longing after an experience of absolute beauty in a world of transcendent perfection. When I first read Ligotti and encountered the same type of thing, the experience started a thought process that culminated in my writing of that essay last year, which represented my exploration of this shared quality in both men’s writings and private lives. I felt and still feel that this quality is more central to Lovecraft than most previous critical writings have indicated, and that it also constitutes one of the central links between him and Ligotti.

Then I began wanting to explore the same thing in music, which leads us at last to “The Streets of Vastarien.” The song is meant to evoke the mood of one of Victor Keirion’s oneiric wanderings through the streets of his shadowy city. I’m too close to it to judge whether it achieves what I had hoped, but if you choose to listen to it, I hope you enjoy it. Especially if you’ve read “Vastarien,” and/or if the things discussed above resonate with you, I hope the song manages to evoke at least a glimmer of that tantalizing emotion of “adventurous expectancy,” as Lovecraft sometimes described it, and that mood of dark enchantment that saturates Ligotti’s Vastarien, the “spellbinding retreat where all experiences were interwoven to compose fantastic textures of feeling, a fine and dark tracery of limitless patterns.”

(And note that if you’re reading this after the song has already rotated out of the MySpace player because I’ve added new ones, it will be available late this year or early next year on Daemonyx’s debut CD, “Curse of the Daimon.”)

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